Uneasy Feelings…

January 31st, 2007 by curhatansibebek

As the time goes by…, I started to think about her more and more…

But…, there’s a time when I recalled my memory…, that’s when I remembered the first time we met….

Can you forget the first time you saw your loved one? I don’t think anyone could forget that special event of their personal life.

Dim light spread through my room, I sat in my bed and remembered my first meeting with her.

Everytime I met her was always like a faithful encounter. She was always there everywhere I went.

For some reason we spent our time together. We chatted, went to canteen, did our assignment together, and many things we did together…

Great. That is the adjective I use to explain how I felt when we are together. But, I feel uneasy when I think that we "almost" spent our time together…

How come? I am afraid that this isn’t love…, it’s only a feeling towards a person who is always withs us, or you may say a feeling to a "friend".

I’ve been thinking about this feeling…, I want to meet her to make sure of my feeling. But, since we’re on holiday our chances to meet become very low. There was a time when I meet her but that meeting doesn’t answer my uneasy feeling.

Just wait…, I only can wait…, maybe time will reveal this uneasy feeling…

P.S.
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My Melting Frozen Heart…

January 16th, 2007 by curhatansibebek

I have a friend…, at the first time I saw her it was a normal introduction and a short conversation…

But as the time goes…, I’m beginning to see her as a different person… She becomes more beautiful…, all of her words becomes song to my ears…

I begin to think…, what kind of feeling is this…? Am I falling in love???

To think of it…, I spent my 3-year high school in all-boy school and I can’t feel any true love….. Does it mean my frozen heart start to melt???

Only time can tell…, I only can wait and keep trying to get close to her… But…., another question comes to my mind…, does she see me the same as I see her???

Well…, I can only wait….

Everything will reveal themselves if the time comes….

P.S.

hahaha… gombal bgt gw…. gak semua yg lo denger itu bener… at least 80% bener lah…